LAST MINUTE

why do i hate last minute things?

first of all, of course because i am a PLAN FREAK. i am plan from a very2 small things like wut to eat this afternoon, where and how much money should i spend on that. sometimes, i spend way too early, eg: i am meeting friends over this weekend and i hv been planning about wut to wear and wut to eat and how to go there, wut time should i get up, wut kind of make-up should i put on my face, which bag and shoes to wear, and guess wut, i have been planning this since 10TH OF JUNE!! that is how freak i am about planning things.

wut i love most about planning is that i get to see things on the flow. i like to see how it goes, nice and beautiful. i love to plan THE REUNION WITH MY BABES, and i have never been bored doing that, even most of the time i am the one to do all sorts of fetching up. choosing place to eat and so on. but seriously, i love doing it.

i told my brother, if he gets married with her girlfriend now (whom i already like and adore so much, and we both bond quite well..), i dun mind doing all the wedding planning. in fact, I wanna do it for him, and mostly because i think he will be the one to tie the knot first before me and i think it's a good way of making my mum 'guilty'. if u know me, u might know wut this means. wutever, i'll get back to this one later.

back to planning thingy. So, today i am supposed to be in Um, attending a WELCOMING CEREMONY FOR THE POSTGRADUATES SEMESTER 1 SESSION 2009/2010 AT 8.30AM and FACULTY BRIEFING AT 3PM. so, knowing that since months ago, i had applied for a day off from my boss. of course she is the most impossible women on earth, but i dunno why, she eventually approved my 'day off' application. but then, only yesterday at 11pm, i got the news that it was all being cancelled, last minutely. THE WELCOMING THINY BEING CANCELLED, AND THE FAC BRIEFING IS POSTPONED TO 3RD JULY AT 10.30AM. god, how many day off that i have to take? gosh, i thought IPBA was always the place who love last minute planning, i never thought that one of the most honorable university would do this. fine, i wouldnt blame them much la, it's all because of the HINI thing, where we are not supposed to have gatherings and all. i understand, but LAST MINUTE?? gosh, i cant take it anymore. i have plan things since months ago about how i want to go about it (since u know, my boss is kind of cerewet, and she doesnt really like the idea of a new teacher like me to further study, not especially when i am teaching her daughter's class).. it has spoilt it all. DAMN.

so, today, i am sitting at home, 'enjoying' my day off with a little piece of delivery dominos and my mind is actively thinking about how i wanna be there in UM at 10.30am when i actually hv to be in school, my one and only work place.

now i hate my life.