A MOODY WEEK

it's been months since the last time i had an off saturday. i took the opportunity of the long weekend to go home to my hometown to serve my responsibility as a daughter and sister.

before that, as and kj spent a night at my place. we went for a movie at KLCC and dinner @ DOME with Eqin and her hubby. it was a little fun i had after weeks of overloading workload.

on the way home to batu pahat, we were stucked in the terrible traffic along north-south highway from bangi to ayer keroh. lucky i had as with me, so the time went off quite quickly. i reached home and felt so tired. but again, the responsibility of a daughter made me went to my second cousin's wedding.

next day, we went to buy things for adik, brought her to clinic to treat her allegic. i bought kfc for my family to celebrate mum's birthday. i bought her ONE DROP perfume and kain baju kurung.

sunday, went back to KL, but with very minimum energy as though there was nothing to look forward to. well, frankly, it was nothing. hang out for dinner with PAKCIk and that's it. the next day, i went to school with moody face. a friend said "Julia, senyumlah sikit. senyum tu kan sedekah.." but i replied,"tak rasa mcm nk sedekah pun hari nih..."

it went on like that for few days. the only thing that kept me 'alive' was the kids, especially my 3 Bestari students. every day when i entered the class last week, they just knew how to cheer me up. IZZATI LIYANA spoke in English with me and talked about her family. AIMAN AFFAN made a little joke in the class about how he had lost his book. IFWAT asked me why i looked so sad. there was a lot more. this class, is just so special to me. added points, all of them got A and B for thier APRIL monthly test. none got a C or failed the ENglish test. i felt so proud.

i put henna on my fngers, thought that it might cheer me up a bit. but it gave no effect at all. Wednesday and Thursday, we were busy packing the flowers for Mother's Day. the smell of the roses and carnations gave a little energy to me, but very little.

Friday, PAKCIk reminded me about our holiday. then my eyes sparkled. yeay, we were going to have a holiday over the weekend. yeay....

please saturday, come quickly but pass slowly, ok.