When i was 20, i was stunningly wild, weirdly attractive, careless and stupid.
When i was 20, i was studying in my first year of B.Ed TESL twinning programme.
When i was 20, i got the news that i will continue study in College of St Mark & St John (Now known as University College Plymouth St mark & St John), which was my first choice of place to study.
When i was 20, i wrote a sweet malay poem (yang agak jiwang karat) for my boyfriend and it came out in REMAJA magazine.
When i was 20, i spent 2 nights at my boyfriend's mum's house and it turned out she liked me dearly.
When i was 20, i broke up with him.
When i was 20, i spent most of the first half year chasing guys whom i knew i might not get them anyway.
When i was 20, i dated the most romantic guy who happened to be my friend's ex. (i swear i didnt seduce him or anything, it was just my weird charming way that got into him).
When i was 20, i had so much fun with this guy and it was the best 2 months i have ever spent with a man at this point.
When i was 20, i hoped for this particular guy to celebrate my birthday together with him, but instead, he left me at the food court ALONE.
When i was 20, for the very first time, i got dumped.
When i was 20, i got tired of all of these.
When i was 20, i decided to forget about guys and enjoy my single life to the max
When i was 20, i decided to have fun at lounge Holiday Villa Subang to get rid of all the messy stuff in my mind.
Suddenly, when i was 20,
THE NIGHT I BECAME 20,
THE NIGHT I DECIDED TO LIVE A WONDERFUL SINGLE LIFE,
THERE HE APPEARED...
Gosh, out of many many nights.. it's that night..
how irony??
so, when i was 20, i let myself to fall in love the hundredths times, assuming that it wont last long (like before).
When i was 20, i realized, it's more than wut i think.
When i was 20, i knew it.
I KNEW I FELL IN LOVE
AGAIN..
thank God. however hard life had been,
however stucked i had got myself into,
however difficult to deal with the surroundings,
it's last until today.

No comments:
Post a Comment